well my anger i have to control if i get pissed off now if i get pissed off now all i can do is hope my will power is a lot more powerful or i just walk away i got way too much anger slipingout with out me leting it go most of the time is some one would call me a name or just talks shit about me i don't care but lately i have been blowing up and wanting to kill them or people flerting with some one i like i get hella jealous now i just have no control  i have no fuse it kinda sucks anger is what used to drive me and keep me doing the right things for me now it looks like it is going to be my undoing so if you get in my way please just leave me alone  unless you are the select few that i could never harm just leave me alone

untill next time piss off ,kiss my ass and go fuck a goat

lol yea it is great when your brain is over clocked and it just can't handle it any more when you think about things that you shoulden't cause they bring back bad thoughts but good ones at the same time and also have so much shit going it you just get to this numb point you fell like your dead even if you know your not i just puts you at a state of unrest. i can't figure out how to deal with it you feel like crying but you don't you feel like fighting but you don't, you feel just there but not i don't know i can't explane it when every thing that you think you have done wrong  hits you at once it dose not feel good

well untill i figure this out later